i feel like i want to do a whole bunch of stuff. like i want to be an artist, a writer, a teacher etc. i also want to live abroad, maybe in spain, for a year just to experience life in spain. even if i have to work as a waitress and do other small jobs then i think it would be worth it. but if i want to live abroad i feel like i need to do it with friends which means i have to find friends who want to come with me and piss about in spain for a year.
you know when people say that to stay motivated you need to envisage your goals etc. but what if you don’t have a goal but you need to get through stuff. like uni, i think i like what I’m doing idk if i actually like it or its just because i now have to stick to it thats making me not like it. but i don’t know how to stay motivated through my degree if i have no idea what I’m doing or where i plan to go after my degree.
Marilyn Monroe photographed by Cecil Beaton, 1956.
So I’ve decided to make my Tumblr return because where else do you turn when you are lonely and sad and need to whine and rant?
“So often we try to make other people feel better by minimizing their pain, by telling them that it will get better (which it will) or that there are worse things in the world (which there are). But that’s not what I actually needed. What I actually needed was for someone to tell me that it hurt because it mattered. I have found this very useful to think about over the years, and I find that it is a lot easier and more bearable to be sad when you aren’t constantly berating yourself for being sad.”
– John Green (via herskeleton)
Reason 8276282939 why John Green is the best human alive(via teaspoonss)